The final eval

Well Wednesday is my final eval for surgery. I got the results from the Colpo on Thursday and everything is good, normal. So just follow up with a routine pap in 6 months. So were looking at 3 weeks after my eval for surgery! I am excited, nervous and scared all mixed into one big bottle of emotion. I am excited that Im finally taking this step to become healthy. Im nervous because it is a huge step. Im scared because there is that small chance that I could die. Yes I am saying it, confronting that fear. I know its not going to happen, I know that! I have complete faith in God and my doctor! Im ready, ready for a change! Tired of being fat and unhealthy.