The Night Before

So tonight is the night before surgery. I am nervous, scared, excited all mixed into one! Tonight has been killer on my body as well.

I started the bowel cleanse at 2pm. By 6pm I seriously thought I was going to die. I did not realise a person could go #2 that much and that liquidy for that long of a time and still survive! I did throw up once. Brieanna was so awsome she sat right by my side through it all. I was laying on the bathroom floor, naked, felling like I was going to die, wanting, for a brief moment, to die. But it did pass and I am better now. I did for about 5 minutes question the decision I have made.

Tomorrow is a new day, tomorrow is a new begining for me.